Friday, May 17, 2013
Thursday, May 16, 2013
Get On My Nerves
I don't know what is wrong with me today. Sudden fatigue. I even woke up at almost noon. Sometimes I just feel like to scream. Even threw my temper so quick and I felt furious about the things in past. Feel like something's not right. Uneasy. It's probably has something to do with my hormone. Mood swing?
I contemplated a lot today. Well, that's what I did like almost every day. It is just that today I was not in a good mood and if anything's not funny, it pissed me off. It happened, too, even when I wasn't having mood swing. I am fine and these kind of people often get on my nerves.
Ungrateful.And.Complain.A.Lot
I am not trying to be a saint here but I know that I should be grateful. Not only that I know and I realize that but honestly, I try to make that my habit and be thankful to God. I know that I cannot make every body to be like me but for once, people, can you just be grateful? It doesn't harm you to be thankful for what you have. We, human, are always greedy. A lot of time we want something that we don't have and can't have. Greed makes us wishy-washy and greed makes us forget about the thing we have when other people wish to have it.
Live has its ups and downs. There are times when you are in your comfort zone and there are times when you have to face realities that you wish they never happen. We get older and supposedly the maturity grow as well. If we tend to look at something's not in our possession and forget about the one we have, we'll never be happy because we literally have nothing.
Too.Emotional
Yes, everyone has feelings. Who doesn't? Since the experiences that I have in the past, I really don't like this type of people. I might be a nice person and I always show I care but if you think I'm a person who likes to entertain people, you have just told me to stay away from you. I am a person. I get tired. I can get fed up too. If I already try to make amend with you several times but you think you want to prolong your period of sulking; I find that annoying and I won't think twice to tell you so. If you are a boyfriend to me, I see that as you are a kid and I am your mum. Frankly I don't want to be a mum to a big cry baby. If you are a friend, you can expect me staying away and act like you are nobody. If you think people should please you and care bout your feeling, don't think you should do the same thing too?
Ignorant.Or.Irresponsible
In this place, I realize that we need to do a lot of things together. Example, staying in the hostel. I have been living in hostel since I was in secondary school. My parents wanted us (siblings & I) to experience their old days and hoping that would make us independent. Since it was in school, wardens would always make sure that general cleaning takes place and room must be kept tidy or else we'd received punishment. I understand that we were trained to do so because we were young and some were just started to learn to do it. And now I am living with people at youngest 21. BUT some are just too ignorant or shall I just call that irresponsible? We share the same building, bathrooms, pantries and I hate if anyone simply ignore what they suppose to do when many facilities are share with others. Lady my as*. If you think being madly in love, share wife thingy posts on FB, groom yourself beautifully from head to toe but leave your craps get rotten and let other people suffer from your irresponsibility, and you still think you fit to work your career to be? Sigh. Some people think they are too good and ignore their responsibility are really doucheba*. Maybe it's true that you are too good but you're being a**h*** to other people, do you think karma won't hit you too hard someday? Okay, keep doing your 'good' job for I believe that what comes around goes around. Maybe I won't see it when the time comes but yeah, it's a good thing I won't be there cause I might give a hand to help.
Okay I was so pissed off. I need to sleep.
I contemplated a lot today. Well, that's what I did like almost every day. It is just that today I was not in a good mood and if anything's not funny, it pissed me off. It happened, too, even when I wasn't having mood swing. I am fine and these kind of people often get on my nerves.
Ungrateful.And.Complain.A.Lot
I am not trying to be a saint here but I know that I should be grateful. Not only that I know and I realize that but honestly, I try to make that my habit and be thankful to God. I know that I cannot make every body to be like me but for once, people, can you just be grateful? It doesn't harm you to be thankful for what you have. We, human, are always greedy. A lot of time we want something that we don't have and can't have. Greed makes us wishy-washy and greed makes us forget about the thing we have when other people wish to have it.
Live has its ups and downs. There are times when you are in your comfort zone and there are times when you have to face realities that you wish they never happen. We get older and supposedly the maturity grow as well. If we tend to look at something's not in our possession and forget about the one we have, we'll never be happy because we literally have nothing.
Too.Emotional
Yes, everyone has feelings. Who doesn't? Since the experiences that I have in the past, I really don't like this type of people. I might be a nice person and I always show I care but if you think I'm a person who likes to entertain people, you have just told me to stay away from you. I am a person. I get tired. I can get fed up too. If I already try to make amend with you several times but you think you want to prolong your period of sulking; I find that annoying and I won't think twice to tell you so. If you are a boyfriend to me, I see that as you are a kid and I am your mum. Frankly I don't want to be a mum to a big cry baby. If you are a friend, you can expect me staying away and act like you are nobody. If you think people should please you and care bout your feeling, don't think you should do the same thing too?
Ignorant.Or.Irresponsible
In this place, I realize that we need to do a lot of things together. Example, staying in the hostel. I have been living in hostel since I was in secondary school. My parents wanted us (siblings & I) to experience their old days and hoping that would make us independent. Since it was in school, wardens would always make sure that general cleaning takes place and room must be kept tidy or else we'd received punishment. I understand that we were trained to do so because we were young and some were just started to learn to do it. And now I am living with people at youngest 21. BUT some are just too ignorant or shall I just call that irresponsible? We share the same building, bathrooms, pantries and I hate if anyone simply ignore what they suppose to do when many facilities are share with others. Lady my as*. If you think being madly in love, share wife thingy posts on FB, groom yourself beautifully from head to toe but leave your craps get rotten and let other people suffer from your irresponsibility, and you still think you fit to work your career to be? Sigh. Some people think they are too good and ignore their responsibility are really doucheba*. Maybe it's true that you are too good but you're being a**h*** to other people, do you think karma won't hit you too hard someday? Okay, keep doing your 'good' job for I believe that what comes around goes around. Maybe I won't see it when the time comes but yeah, it's a good thing I won't be there cause I might give a hand to help.
Okay I was so pissed off. I need to sleep.
Wednesday, May 1, 2013
Hey, Hey~ ^__^
My post title looks kwiyomi eh~ hoho. Note: This is not a post about kwiyomi. :p But heyyyy! I'm back after ages been missing. What to do. Life's getting busier. Phew.
I am back from a month of practicum at a primary school somewhere here in Tawau. Back to the boring life in campus. hoho. Kinda miss previous busy one month. Well, a lot more to come anyway. Wonder how's the next in line.
And hello May! One of my favourite months. Yippie!
*big smile* I think I did mention why before and so not gonna talk about it again or you gonna puke. :p And oh ya, Happy Labor Day! Enjoy a day off people! hehe.
Previous one month was so tiring but I like being busy. At the same time it was stressful too. But I like being busy. Did I said that earlier? :p I didn't realize that the time passing in just a blink of an eye. I learned so many things too. Many things about my future career, studies and relationship with people.
I am back from a month of practicum at a primary school somewhere here in Tawau. Back to the boring life in campus. hoho. Kinda miss previous busy one month. Well, a lot more to come anyway. Wonder how's the next in line.
And hello May! One of my favourite months. Yippie!
I'm enjoying this May 1st too. Feeling so good to actually have a day break. Just got back to campus on last Sunday and went to class on Monday morning. Then, had the Amali/Practical Test for 100m Sprint, Long Jump and Shot Put in the evening. Later at night sitting for Cambridge Placement Test. Oh nice~ Now my body ache due to the sudden sport thing. But we did expect that though.
Previous one month was so tiring but I like being busy. At the same time it was stressful too. But I like being busy. Did I said that earlier? :p I didn't realize that the time passing in just a blink of an eye. I learned so many things too. Many things about my future career, studies and relationship with people.
And one thing that I was amazed to hear from a friend yesterday during our tutorial is worry about today. He is right. Why would we worry so much about things that are not happening yet like tomorrow? Why not focus on TODAY? Today I just want to be grateful. Grateful for everything. Even the bad things that had happened because if I didn't encounter all those things, I would take all things for granted. My May wish is to be grateful and faithful. For faith what keep me on the track and faith drives me to the person whom He mold me into. Praise be to God. :)
Last but not least, here are some of the encouragements that sometimes remind me to smile in April 2013...
Till the next post.. Stay blessed everyone. Remember be grateful for we have plenty of reasons to do so. :)
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